i'm still trying

by gutter grub

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introducing Gutter Grub

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lyrics

lyrics:

these nights i cry much softer
each time i'm walking farther
but i can't get lost enough
to just forget your eyes

these days my words are softer
i could use a little laughter
where is it that i keep running?
what is it i'm running from?

i'm still trying, but i'll be fine soon
did you want me to wait for you,
or does that thought bore you?

why don't you even see me
are you real or am i dreaming?
is life a simulation
or am i just a ghost?

am i the darkest monster,
though i tried to love you harder
do you see me in your nightmares
am i the demon, the knight, or both?

i'm still trying but i'll be fine soon
did you want me to wait for you
or does that thought bore you?

i'm still dying, but i'll be a ghost soon
i hope to see you in my dreams
so i can kill the ghost you

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released July 6, 2019
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guttergrub 2019

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gutter grub Boston, Massachusetts

a punk in a funk

twitter: @guttergrubs

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